JEE Exam Experience

In the labyrinth of academic pursuits, the Joint Entrance Examination (JEE) stands as a gatekeeper to dreams of engineering excellence in India. Like many hopefuls, I embarked on this journey with stars in my eyes and aspirations reaching for the sky. With a stellar academic record, having secured 98% in my 10th-grade examinations and positioned proudly among the school’s top achievers, I felt embraced for success.

Fuelled by boundless enthusiasm and the whispered promises of a bright future, I eagerly joined a prestigious coaching institute in my city, determined to conquer the JEE and secure a seat in a premier engineering institution. With every lecture, every problem solved, and every mock test conquered, I immersed myself in the world of mathematics, physics, and chemistry, driven by the singular goal of cracking one of the toughest exams in the country.

Yet, despite my fervent dedication and unwavering commitment, my journey through the JEE proved to be not just a test of academic prowess, but a trial by fire that would ultimately redefine my understanding of success, failure, and the resilience of the human spirit.

Journey

I joined the super famous coaching centre in my city, where many students had aced the JEE before. Some of my older friends from school were also here, boasting top ranks. Feeling pretty proud, I jumped into studying.

At first, everything went smoothly. I studied ahead of class, aced my homework, and felt like a genius in the classroom discussions. Then came the big mock test, and I scored a solid 216/300 marks. Everyone was thrilled, teachers included. It felt like I was on top of the world.

But as time passed, things got tougher. With holidays and distractions, I lost my study groove. When classes restarted, the topics became harder. I struggled with stuff like rotational motion and chemical bonding. Even though I tried my best, I felt like I was sinking.

By the end of the year, reality hit hard. My score dropped from 216 to a dismal 40 in the final test. It was a wake-up call. Despite feeling down, I knew I had to keep going. Failure wasn’t the end of the road; it was just a bump along the way.

Entering 12th grade brought a storm of anticipation as batch shuffling loomed over us. In 11th grade, I was part of the third batch, labelled E3. Everyone prayed to move up to the top batch, T1, filled with national CBSE and ICSE toppers. Surprisingly, my past enthusiasm earned me a spot in T1. It was a chance given by teachers who believed in me despite my fading enthusiasm.

The transition to T1 was daunting. The competitive atmosphere was palpable, with toppers effortlessly answering questions before I could even think. Determined not to fall behind, I vowed to never skip homework. But the pace was relentless, and understanding became a struggle. Toppers seemed to grasp everything before class, leaving me scrambling to keep up.

As the pressure mounted, distractions crept in. YouTube became a time sink, with hours spent watching videos instead of studying. Despite going to coaching regularly, I wasn’t truly absorbing the material. 12th grade turned out to be far tougher than I anticipated, making 11th grade seem like a breeze.

As December rolled in, my focus shifted to JEE Mains on January 27th. I dedicated myself to solving the previous year’s questions (PYQs). The realization dawned that my coaching exams were on par with JEE Advanced, boosting my confidence. Mock tests showed promising scores, and I felt optimistic about the January attempt.

However, reality hit hard when the results arrived. Despite scoring above 120, I fell short of the percentile cutoff. Devastation engulfed not just me, but many others who took the exam on January 27th and 29th. The cutoff seemed impossibly high, leaving me shattered.

With board exams looming 15 days later, I studied diligently but lacked confidence. Weak basics became apparent, and I struggled through the exams. Soon after, JEE Mains session 2 approached. This time, I focused on covering topics thoroughly, relying on my strong accuracy.

April 5th brought my second attempt, filled with hope. Scoring around 150 marks seemed promising, but the results shattered me again. Despite my efforts, I fell just short of the cutoff, missing out on eligibility for JEE Advanced.

Yet, amidst the disappointment, my resilience shines through. I refuse to give up. I’m now preparing for other college entrance exams, knowing that in today’s world, access to knowledge and skills is within reach for those who persevere.

Learnings

  1. Consistency >>>> Intensity.
  2. Less is more, focus on coaching material.
  3. Don’t neglect basics.
  4. You can use books like RS Aggarwal or ML Aggarwal if your math is weak.
  5. JEE is a marathon move slow but steady.
  6. Do the homework you get daily and focus on that first.
  7. Don’t overcomplicate things, worrying about revisions you will have a lot of time ahead.

Conclusion

Despite the setbacks and disappointments of my JEE journey, I find myself filled with an unexpected sense of excitement for what lies ahead. Yes, I may have fallen short in the pursuit of cracking one of the toughest exams in the country, but this journey has taught me invaluable lessons that extend far beyond the confines of a standardized test.

What I haven’t mentioned until now is my deep-rooted passion for technology, a flame that has burned brightly within me since I was young. Coding, electronics, building prototypes—these have been my playground, my sanctuary of creativity and innovation. My extracurricular pursuits have provided me with a rich tapestry of experiences, each one shaping my understanding of the world and my place within it.

Through these endeavours, I’ve come to realize that the JEE is but a small part of a much larger picture. It’s easy to get lost in the pursuit of academic excellence, to believe that success hinges solely on a single exam. But the truth is, there’s so much more to discover, so many avenues waiting to be explored.

My journey has taught me that limits are only as real as we allow them to be. In a world brimming with possibilities, one’s potential knows no bounds. So, as I chart my course forward, I do so with a renewed sense of purpose and determination. Yes, the road may be challenging, but it is also filled with infinite opportunities for growth and discovery.

So, let us cast aside the shadows of past failures and embrace the boundless potential that lies before us. In the end, it is not the destination that defines us, but the journey itself. And mine has only just begun.